First Post, First God

First post in 2010, I pray that God will continue talk to me in every minute every hour every second. 2010 is going to be the best year of all, poor will became wealthy, illness will became healthy, sorrow will have joy in them.

With all my heart and soul I follow You in whatever situation and circumstances. Sent me out whenever there's a need.

2010 a year where the blinds will see, the cripples will walk. THings that no man had ever seen will happen. A year full with miracles. Miracle that is not always the miracle we receive.

Good or Bad I give thanks to You in 2009

It comes to an end soon, the last day of 2009. It has really been a bummpy rollar coaster year for me. Low to high, smooth to bumpy, in the end here I am. I could say that I really seeing alot of wonderful people around, seeing God's mighty work all around the globe, experience things that never tried, every first encounter. Lord, I give thanks to you for all the things you've done in my life this year, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for bringing in people into my life and taught me the way you want me to be with you. Good or Bad I give thanks to You. Lord forgive me for all the sins that I commited. Lord please continue to lead me on everyday,I couldnt go any further without you stand by me. I willing to put You first in my priority in the year ahead. Special thanks to people that strengten my life in 2009, God bless you guys.

Dear God

Dear God:

Being through all these is really not easy for me, seriously I couldnt imagine where will I ended up if that day you didnt showed up. Things had gone better lately and it is going even more smooth, I believe this is the thing that you want me to learn. Each and everyday I really draw a lot more closer to you Lord, though there are still things that stored permanently that couldnt be erase, but You change the way I look into it. Lord at this moment I thank you for all the blessing and You never gave up on me. You taught me how to be strong and how to breakthrough things that man couldnt overcome. I do believe every tragedy and hapiness happen according to Your mighty plan, I willing to be part of it and learnt what You want me to learn in your plan. Keep on enlighten me through each and every single people around me, forgive me as I am a sinner in the past, and teach me how to forgive people. Show me the way to always dwell in your holiness and purity, teach me the craft of Love each one and another.

RobiN
14th DeC 2009
0133am

talk tO mE

每晚我都将你的话系在我的脖子上
提醒我光照我
我知道靠着自己的力量是没有办法去胜过的
每时每刻每分每秒
都跟我说话
让我时时刻刻警惕我自己。。

when I was small and Christmas tress were tall

I came across this song lately, although it cannot compare with Your songs of worship but it dwells my heart recently..



When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
we used to love while others used to play
don't ask me why but time has passed us by
someone else moved in from far away
now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
and you don't ask the time of day
but you and I
our love will never die
but guess who'll cry come first of May

The apple tree that grew for you and me
I watched the apples falling one by one
and as I recall the moment of them all
the day I kissed your cheek and you were gone
now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
and you don't ask the time of day
but you and I our love will never die
but guess who'll cry come first of May

When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
do do do do do do do do do...
don't ask me why but time has passed us by

someone else moved in from far away........

lead me on

Yet not what I want but what You want Lord lead me on

As you grow up

Days becoming so miserable lately, seriously not to mention about emotion or stress is just simply encountering some mental disorder, having insomnia every night, got frighten up in the middle of the night and was soak by sweat in an fully air conditioned room. Indeed I need the Lord seriously now. I got scolded by one of my core member just now, which enlighten me a little. Maybe all these while I am too protected like a flower inside the greenhouse. I guess is the time for me to growth and leaving all those unnecesary stuff behind. God I need You more than ever before, speak to me and teach me how to love the uglies. Teach me how to accept people that is flaw like what I am flaw in your eyes. Give me strength Lord.

I found this lovely thingy on the web:

As you grow up, you will learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.