I LoVe You GoD !

I came back early after the service today. I felt that it is more closer to God when I put down my guitar, my pride and everything just to worship Him. I have a very strong touch that God let me see this evening during the CYC service. Pastor Jonathan talk about giving our heart back to God. This reminds me of the begining of this year 2009, God gave us a promise which is in Deutronomy 11:18 You will be having plenty of harvest, new crops, new wine and new oil. This is going to be fulfill when we our ownselves follow God's word, way, and kingdom. And when pastor preaching the second point is about dont let money take over you. When pastor giving his own testi about this, suddenly something punch my heart. I felt that God is talking to me, although that in my existing situation I didnt turn away from God because of money but all of a sudden i realize one thing.

Things that we owned today actually doesnt belongs to us from the original, I not mentioning money here, I'm mentioning friendship, family, serving, even relationship. We are sinnners and from the first place we have no authority and no right to claim to having all these things. I went out and answer the alter after the messsage, once again I feel that God is talking to me again. He bring me and look back into every part and parcel of the things I own now.
My Friendship, people doesnt need to be nice and kind with you, they don't know who you are. Eventhough they know that you're the guitarist of CYC but then still how, without God I wont be knowning so much of great and nice people around. I really thank God for that.
My Family, I really thank God that gave me such a perfect family, at least I didnt grown up in a single parents family or in a creppy house. God, thank you for doing all these things for me.
And many other things more, people doesnt pay to show a single care to you Robin Ooi. This pumped me alot when God spoke to me, is truth! People really didnt get a single dollar when they show a caring to me or hug me or give me a hand when I am next to them. I should be grateful and thankful for all these blessing.

God, thank you for putting so much of blessing in my life. I love you forever more, forgive me for not being satisfied all these while, I understand You have a great plan for me, I will put You in advance of everything today onwards.