Letters to my Love

The moment I saw your tears, my heart broken into one thousand pieces, God spoke to me instantly beside my ears. How could you do this to them? If you could have try harder or put more effort, have less entertainment, they wouldnt ended like this today. My heart was so heavy I almost broke down just now. When was the last time I laugh with you guys, when was the last time I share my thoughts with you guys, when was the last time we do stupid stuff together? Cannot! There must have a change, this thing couldnt go on, this behaviour this attitude must go away from me.
Lord, before I in front of them I come before You and seek for Your forgiveness. I am just not that wonderful after all. I need You desperately, I need more and more and more of You, I need nothing of myself. Break me into one thousand pieces and mold me from the begining. Start me from soil.

For you guys:
Joanne: you are always my best one in this team, I appreciate every effort you made, thanks for being so understand of me all the time and be my 1st man in this team.
WeiLin: forgive me for being so strict to you sometimes, I think this is my way of leadership, but allow me to learn k, I will have a more tender heart, you are just like my little brother. Thanks for being there for me whenever we need you in this team.
KKK: brother, I appreciate ur effort in this CG, the heart of willingness inside you is the thing I could nvr able to learn from u. Time to rise d brother, Gambateh !
JiaJun: hei man, do not ever feel that you are tiny and little k, I see your changes lately, you getting better and better, time to rise up and be a strong army of God. I believe you can do better than me.
Zuyin: Zuzu, one of my favourite in this family. The cute and naughty one. But yet the most understandable, considerable and tolerant one in my heart. One thing u have to remember, do not ever ever and ever let go even if you couldnt see robin, joanne, weilin along with you. Jesus is your everything, we are nothing to you zu. Hard time will train you become a tough warrior, still remember I have a vision on you? one day you gonna speak to thousands on stage and telling them how Jesus change ur life. Your life is based on a true love story written by God. Anyhow, you're still our little rabbit. Love you =)
Jasmine: Baby Jas, haha. I like ur sincere, you smile when you happy you weep when you sad. Anyhow, we like the way you are, there might be obstacles or objection that pulling u away from God, but in faith I see you can overcome it, you had a strong a mighty heart of determination inside you, all you need is a little bit more faith pepper and passion juice. You can do it sis, God has a great plan in your life, stay close with Him to find out, and you will feel like heaven everyday.
Richard: Bro, God is changing you, you going to experience a life changing like never before soon, continue to grab on, I can see u with us in this revival train.
Queenie: hei, our youngest baby in this family, the bible said that do not say i am too young but go to whomever I sent you and say whatever I tell you. Its time to do serious shit in this team, for the past let it be the past. You are different now ! Love you sis. =)

I learn more from you guys than you guys had learn from me. Forgive me if I had made something wrong or anything made you guys felt so uncomfortable. I love each and everyone of you, if possible I would like to go and hug u all. Its war time, buckle up and ready to rock and roll ! let's go and do some stupid stuff after the war =)

With Tons of Love
Robin Ooi
[your cutest ever CYC 28T CG Leader]