WONDERFUL LORD FAITHFUL GOD

Letters to my Love

2010-06-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

The moment I saw your tears, my heart broken into one thousand pieces, God spoke to me instantly beside my ears. How could you do this to them? If you could have try harder or put more effort, have less entertainment, they wouldnt ended like this today. My heart was so heavy I almost broke down just now. When was the last time I laugh with you guys, when was the last time I share my thoughts with you guys, when was the last time we do stupid stuff together? Cannot! There must have a change, this thing couldnt go on, this behaviour this attitude must go away from me.
Lord, before I in front of them I come before You and seek for Your forgiveness. I am just not that wonderful after all. I need You desperately, I need more and more and more of You, I need nothing of myself. Break me into one thousand pieces and mold me from the begining. Start me from soil.

For you guys:
Joanne: you are always my best one in this team, I appreciate every effort you made, thanks for being so understand of me all the time and be my 1st man in this team.
WeiLin: forgive me for being so strict to you sometimes, I think this is my way of leadership, but allow me to learn k, I will have a more tender heart, you are just like my little brother. Thanks for being there for me whenever we need you in this team.
KKK: brother, I appreciate ur effort in this CG, the heart of willingness inside you is the thing I could nvr able to learn from u. Time to rise d brother, Gambateh !
JiaJun: hei man, do not ever feel that you are tiny and little k, I see your changes lately, you getting better and better, time to rise up and be a strong army of God. I believe you can do better than me.
Zuyin: Zuzu, one of my favourite in this family. The cute and naughty one. But yet the most understandable, considerable and tolerant one in my heart. One thing u have to remember, do not ever ever and ever let go even if you couldnt see robin, joanne, weilin along with you. Jesus is your everything, we are nothing to you zu. Hard time will train you become a tough warrior, still remember I have a vision on you? one day you gonna speak to thousands on stage and telling them how Jesus change ur life. Your life is based on a true love story written by God. Anyhow, you're still our little rabbit. Love you =)
Jasmine: Baby Jas, haha. I like ur sincere, you smile when you happy you weep when you sad. Anyhow, we like the way you are, there might be obstacles or objection that pulling u away from God, but in faith I see you can overcome it, you had a strong a mighty heart of determination inside you, all you need is a little bit more faith pepper and passion juice. You can do it sis, God has a great plan in your life, stay close with Him to find out, and you will feel like heaven everyday.
Richard: Bro, God is changing you, you going to experience a life changing like never before soon, continue to grab on, I can see u with us in this revival train.
Queenie: hei, our youngest baby in this family, the bible said that do not say i am too young but go to whomever I sent you and say whatever I tell you. Its time to do serious shit in this team, for the past let it be the past. You are different now ! Love you sis. =)

I learn more from you guys than you guys had learn from me. Forgive me if I had made something wrong or anything made you guys felt so uncomfortable. I love each and everyone of you, if possible I would like to go and hug u all. Its war time, buckle up and ready to rock and roll ! let's go and do some stupid stuff after the war =)

With Tons of Love
Robin Ooi
[your cutest ever CYC 28T CG Leader]

You anD mE

2010-04-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

Nice song from a talented girl- Olivia Ong

YOU and ME
Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed
One thing remains
That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There's some kinda magic in the air
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear　

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand　
One two three four Cheek to cheek　
And they're learning　
How to do that dance　　
Let this love be forevermore they say　
I wish for this　
To be true for you and me　

Holding her close　
He leading the way　
Out at the park　
Enjoying the day　
And you can tell they'll be ok
　
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear　

Miracle do really happens when you are one step closer

2010-03-08T18:47:00.000-08:00

I think its time for me to make this officially, first all have to thank everyone that keep me in prayer, I believe that I've been blessed all these while. I got my last semester result from TAR College yesterday. Actually I've been worrying about it ever since after the exam. There's 1 little subject which the peoples called it Business Economics is kinda tough for me, honestly I didnt really manage it well, in my own term I could just give a 50 50, no confident to pass. And on the other hand, I'm rushing to get into the Feb intake for my Degree Programme. In order for me to get into the programme I need to pass all my diploma paper which the result I only can get it on 2nd week of March.

The first miracle was one day [degree orientation day] I called the admission office and brief them on my situation and they say they need some time to process and evaluate my case. On the evening I got a call from them and they offer me a conditional acceptance, thank God. But since its a conditional, they require me to pass all my papers which I could say I'm walking in faith in the past 2 weeks. I attended the orientation, going through all the administration protocol, pay the registration fees and I even attended classes which might have the possibilities that no need to attend after second week of March. Trust me, the pass 2 weeks for me is like walking across the river on a stick, a single mistake might cause me into the water.

Not until 8th March, after my morning class I called up Liew to check on my result which is on the Tarc intranet, after a moment she called back and says "congratulation Mr.Ooi, you've completed ur diploma in Tarc you are granted into your Uni Programme ", I felt like shouting at that moment, but is just because I'm still in the class and I barelly know. This was the second miracle.

The third one was just a few minutes right after the second, when I am still wondering and shouting in my heart there was a plummy guy pass by my eye sight and it looks familiar. Gosh, I met my diploma classmate. Finally I met someone I know in my course which solve my aloneness in the class.

Thank God and everyone for all the things He provide and for all the prayer you guys had said, I've been experiencing Him ever since I step a one step closer into Him. Miracles do really happens when you are one step closer deeper and into Him. I'm going for 100% loan from the Gov bodies cause this Uni is ain't an affortable institute, do keep me in prayer. Appreciate it very much.

Robin Ooi
9th March
ICT Lab-Taylors University College[Lakeside Campus]

Change

2010-03-02T07:30:00.000-08:00

Dear Jesus:

I want to see a Change in my life, therefore I've made some changes !

A discipline ways in managing daily life routine, increase the matureness of dealing with things and people, have a better attitude in handling task and assignments, a patient heart like people waiting for a harvest, clean hand and pure heart that go right after His heart, a humble and servanthood heart for His service.

With Love
ROBIN OOI

Photo Updates for Kuantan Trip

2010-02-21T10:00:00.000-08:00

Jalan Sehala Yesus !

midnight going to the beach, 7 of us manage to stuck into an accord, how great !

Munsuet: R we there yet?

Robin: On the way

WeiEn: r we there?
Robin: On the way

SzeMin: r we....

Robin: Shut up ! still ON the way, so this photo is on the way !

We are here !! Reach there late so not manage to go play at the beach and the wave is strong that day

Group photo before leaving the city

This is to prove that kb, szemin, sirmun, robin, sze kit, weilin, weien, munsuet been to Kuantan

The guys, how charm are they !

A typical Joanne Mah pose

Inside the hotel, nice bed and clean environment and cheap and new.

12am at the Teluk Cempedak beach, the wave is strong that night

Heading back to the hotel at 01am

Apparently I am not the darkest among all

Got a cut on my leg, wei en is dettolizing my wound and this is how I react

Robin Ooi's crocs was here.

Jesus LOVE Beach tOO !!

2010-02-19T10:16:00.000-08:00

Just back from Kuatan, Pahang with bunch of closemates. Chilling, relaxing, refreshing trip we had, and we done some super cooool stuff at the beach !!

Jesus Love FGA CYC ! awwwww

Jesus Love The Beach, cool !!

Jesus Love the cameraman WeiLin

Jesus Love the kid - Robin!

Biggest among the three- LOVE

Faith comes after LoVE

There's always a Hope in the end !!

CYC Service tomorrow, more photo to uploads =)

Greeting Around the Globe

2010-02-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

Joanne Mah at Kangsar, Perak
Jasmine Lip at Gopeng, Perak
Kien Been at Teluk Intan, Perak
Zu Yin at Teluk Intan, Perak
Yen Ee at TaiPing, Perak
Jia Qi at Taiping, Perak
Richard Mah at Taiping, Perak
Robin Ooi at Langkap, Perak
Ying Ying at Kampar, Perak
Fong Peng at Kampar, Perak
Ah Tian at Kampar, Perak
Cassie at Ipoh, Perak
Wei Lin at Mentakap, Pahang
Wan Wen at Mentakap, Pahang
HowHow at Mentakap, Pahang
Yuan Ning at Mentakap, Pahang
Chui Boon at Mentakap, Pahang
Sze Min at Mentakap, Pahang
Sze Kit at Mentakap, Pahang
Wei En at Melaka
Iain Soh at Melaka
JingPei at Johor Bahru
Annie See at Johor Bahru
Wen Ping at Johor Bahru
HengJing Gor and Xiao Yan Jie at Sarawak
Ps Jonathan and family at Perlis
Jonathan Chin at Hong Kong
Pik Yin at Taipei, Taiwan
Ashley Mah at Newcastle, UK
Jasmine Teh at Minnesota, US

Wish you guys have a prosperity Chinese New year and a sweet Valentine !!

CYC Are Spiritually Bonded All Around the Globe

2010-02-11T02:31:00.000-08:00

I never had this kind of feelings before, I think is very hard to describe with my limited english phrases and sentences thats in my brain. The feeling is like the farewell in a secondary school and many of them go overseas and continue their studies, I never expect this in church, haha. There are a few bro and sis started to going abroad now and besides that members and co-worker of me heading back off to their hometown to spent time with their family during Chinese New Year, reason that probably gave me these I guess is I'm serving all these while in the tertiary age group, theres no such feeling before last time, I guess reason that cause this is becasue for the pass 1 year we spend almost all of the time together and we are spitually bond together. Although that is just 7-8 days, it makes us feel so missing each other. I think CYC started to fulfill the requirement as a place to gather and worship for people all around Malaysia. So CYC people from all over Malaysia, US, UK, HongKong, Taiwan, Australia. Have a blessed Chinese New YEar, we will seeing each other back in 1 week time. Miss you guys.

Getting better

2010-02-04T15:52:00.000-08:00

Its getting better one day by one day..I need more strength to overcome it

Had some fun with mens and womans of God

2010-02-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

Went Neway and movie 'spy next door' on Tues and Melaka on Wed. Had some funs with some of the brother and sister in CYC. Great to have you guys ! People fulfill my physical hapiness but only God can satisfied my spiritual. Had been practicing wake up at 7am and pray and get closer with God lately, I knew I couldnt do it by myself therefore I asked my beloved member to join me, Joanne Mah, WeiLin, KKK. Thanks for the morning call, one thing I realize is prayer it can change your daily life. Started to sleep early at night lately, no night outgoing, no dota, no basketball. Is just becasue I know I have to get up in the next morning and take a closer into You. Everyday is a great day for me. ! Halleluyah !

Here's some snapshot for Tues and Wed:

TUESDAY [NEWAY]

WEDNESDAY [MELAKA]

You are my all

2010-02-02T16:11:00.000-08:00

You are like Caltax to my Proton Saga

You are my Cao Tau Foo to my hungry stomach on Tues night

You are my 100 Plus after my jogging session

You are my Doremon Memorizing Bread during final exam

You are my carpool when I have no one fetch me out to church

You are my thick cotton blanket on my bed

You are my Google when I having assignments

You are my Tenji Buffet when I am hungry

You are my Light when I lost my way in the highways

You are my Dear Jesus !

Broga Experience

2010-02-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

This morning 18 of us went Broga Hill and catch the sun rise. We gathered at church at 5am and drive all the way to Semenyih and start hiking.
Journey was fun and least tired coz we listening to 'how to choose your life partner' on the way to Semenyih. Hiking starts around 0630am. We wasted around 30 min the find the right entrance way up to the hill, journey was fun and tiring. Cause of I have not been sleeping for whole night, i almost faint when we almost reach the peak. Besides, there's only 9 out of 18 made it to the peak, congraz to WeiEn, Yezi, Robin, YeQi, MeikEi, PuiYee, Isaac, Chijoon & AhWen. Well heres some of the pic of the sun rise. Thank God that we made it and able to catch the see the beautiful creation of God, although it keep happening every single day in our life but people are too busy and lazy and didnt aware of it.

Here the pic goes:

Great BroGa Experience Cause We Have a GreaT God Among Us !!

Chill Out After Exam

2010-01-28T10:55:00.000-08:00

Went for a chill out after exam today, had some fun had some nice food had some quality time
Great to hang out with you guys DimmyYew, KienBeen, MK.Nai, YeQi =)

Prince Charming

Camwhoring at the escalator

Camwhoring in the toilet mirror

Camwhoring at the escalator

The toilet prince and princess

Camwhoring at the toilet no.2

Credits

2010-01-27T21:20:00.003-08:00

Finally I am done with my diploma. Yea, diploma only. What next? Heading to degree soon, hopefull can get into the march intake. I dont want wait until July. There's a freaking 5 months in between. Well, this post is regarding the period of my examination. The last exam before graduate is really uneasy, almost everyday from noon to night, night to midnight, midnight to dawn, then repeating again and again, I watch the sun goes up come down and goes up again. My mum pass by me and said you looks pity, how awful.But through out the entire preparation and exam week there's some people that I would like to thank them.

Special Thanks to my main sponser [for adverise purposes]:
Old Town- I need to thank to my favourite coffee house Old Town white coffee for providing me my source of energy of staying awake and a shelter to study, Puchong Jaya Old Town, Kuchai Lama Old Town, 3 Miles Stone Old Town, Bandar Puteri Old Town. But not until they started to put Chinese New Year song in the stereo. After that I couldnt focus edi, cause the rhythm leads my heart into ♫♪da tuan yuan da tuan yuan, bu guan ju li you duo yuan'
♫♪♫♪

There are a few people that I would like to thanks Xiao Yan Jie, and every CGL that prayed for us, and especially KMS that helped me carry out some of the task during my paralyse period. A big thank to my CG CYC28T, weilin, joanne, yenyee, jia jun, kkk, richard ma, zuyin, jasmine, wanwen, howhow. You guys are great, Love you Guys!!!

My Studymate:
Iain Soh- Well, i found out the outcome of studying with him not very effective cause he and me talk alot, and he will cry suddenly, go find out from him XD Thank you brother
Ye Qi- A xiao, funny, haywire studymate. Thank you for listening me talk many many crap, and helping me memorize some of the notes, although I help you more. haha, but thank you la, this is the last time studying with you and going exam with u, still got next time? Of course, come find me at taylors la.

Special Thanks to people:
Ps.Jonathan, Priscilla Cheah, Daniel Chong, Jasmine Goh, Heng Jing Gor, Joshua, Wilson[playing guitar for me], KienBeen, Joanne, Lee Suk Yee, Weilin, Kms, Weijing, MK.Nai, YeQi, Jasmine Lip, Jasmine Teh, CYC Band1, CYC28T, DMK2[JAN], my dad, my mum my family, and everyone that drop by my facebook, msn, blog, sms and leave a comment.

Last not least, there is a person I would like to save for the last, person that never gave up on me, never left me alone, person that keep encouraging me, giving me every strength to go on every single minute second, JESUS !!! thousand thank you to you guys that making the protocol and procedure goes smoother. I wish to hug everyone of you =)

小雨张扬

2010-01-14T11:33:00.000-08:00

Come across this song in the stereo this evening while on the way to old town
A simple melody and a few sentence of lyrics made my evening
The first time I heard this song is from the movie Perhaps Love
The best movie that I would rate as the best so far
A movie that I've been watching over and over for at least 6 times.
It was 5 years ago, movie on screen is on 14th Dec 2005 right a week before the superstar concert
I was probably having the best days of my life, everything is so relax and simple
It was a school year end holiday, was still in form 4 that time
I can still even remember which cinema was that and the people that I went with and person sitting right next to me that time
Well..5 years had passed, things changes alot
But yet memories still remains
Perhaps Love still remains.

This song dedicate to everyone that shared their loves with me in these 5 years.
Thanks for making the Love from perhaps to certain.

Trustworthy and Respect still exist?

2010-01-08T09:47:00.000-08:00

My heart breaks after seeing all these issues happen around
Home no longer secure for the people take cover
Civilization seems like just an alias to people that stays in a so called ONE nation
Since when our relationship among each other became so fragile
Is trustworthy and respect still exist in this nation?
We need a movemet.

拥戴魏如昀

2010-01-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

給我皇冠　不如對我寵愛
陪我狂歡　別再節日膜拜
且讓我登上全世界最絢麗的舞台
為你一聲施捨的讚嘆

看星光燦爛
伴隨著眾多青睞
偏偏你只需閉上眼
就惡劣了我們的愛

趁星光燦爛
誰有種空說遺憾
偏偏我安靜閉上眼
只能得到你熱烈的擁戴

給我華服　不如躺在你胸懷
借我夜晚　何不就讓我等待
且讓我登上全世界最絢麗的舞台
實現著最偉大的失敗

看星光燦爛
伴隨著眾多青睞
偏偏你只需閉上眼
就惡劣了我們的愛

趁星光燦爛
誰有種空說遺憾
偏偏我安靜閉上眼
只能得到你熱烈的擁戴

First Post, First God

2010-01-02T19:52:00.000-08:00

First post in 2010, I pray that God will continue talk to me in every minute every hour every second. 2010 is going to be the best year of all, poor will became wealthy, illness will became healthy, sorrow will have joy in them.

With all my heart and soul I follow You in whatever situation and circumstances. Sent me out whenever there's a need.

2010 a year where the blinds will see, the cripples will walk. THings that no man had ever seen will happen. A year full with miracles. Miracle that is not always the miracle we receive.

Good or Bad I give thanks to You in 2009

2009-12-30T22:30:00.001-08:00

It comes to an end soon, the last day of 2009. It has really been a bummpy rollar coaster year for me. Low to high, smooth to bumpy, in the end here I am. I could say that I really seeing alot of wonderful people around, seeing God's mighty work all around the globe, experience things that never tried, every first encounter. Lord, I give thanks to you for all the things you've done in my life this year, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for bringing in people into my life and taught me the way you want me to be with you. Good or Bad I give thanks to You. Lord forgive me for all the sins that I commited. Lord please continue to lead me on everyday,I couldnt go any further without you stand by me. I willing to put You first in my priority in the year ahead. Special thanks to people that strengten my life in 2009, God bless you guys.

Dear God

2009-12-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

Dear God:

Being through all these is really not easy for me, seriously I couldnt imagine where will I ended up if that day you didnt showed up. Things had gone better lately and it is going even more smooth, I believe this is the thing that you want me to learn. Each and everyday I really draw a lot more closer to you Lord, though there are still things that stored permanently that couldnt be erase, but You change the way I look into it. Lord at this moment I thank you for all the blessing and You never gave up on me. You taught me how to be strong and how to breakthrough things that man couldnt overcome. I do believe every tragedy and hapiness happen according to Your mighty plan, I willing to be part of it and learnt what You want me to learn in your plan. Keep on enlighten me through each and every single people around me, forgive me as I am a sinner in the past, and teach me how to forgive people. Show me the way to always dwell in your holiness and purity, teach me the craft of Love each one and another.

RobiN
14th DeC 2009
0133am

talk tO mE

2009-12-07T09:41:00.000-08:00

每晚我都将你的话系在我的脖子上
提醒我光照我
我知道靠着自己的力量是没有办法去胜过的
每时每刻每分每秒
都跟我说话
让我时时刻刻警惕我自己。。

when I was small and Christmas tress were tall

2009-12-02T22:13:00.000-08:00

I came across this song lately, although it cannot compare with Your songs of worship but it dwells my heart recently..

When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
we used to love while others used to play
don't ask me why but time has passed us by
someone else moved in from far away
now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
and you don't ask the time of day
but you and I
our love will never die
but guess who'll cry come first of May

The apple tree that grew for you and me
I watched the apples falling one by one
and as I recall the moment of them all
the day I kissed your cheek and you were gone
now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
and you don't ask the time of day
but you and I our love will never die
but guess who'll cry come first of May

When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
do do do do do do do do do...
don't ask me why but time has passed us by

someone else moved in from far away........

lead me on

2009-12-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

Yet not what I want but what You want Lord lead me on

As you grow up

2009-11-25T09:53:00.000-08:00

Days becoming so miserable lately, seriously not to mention about emotion or stress is just simply encountering some mental disorder, having insomnia every night, got frighten up in the middle of the night and was soak by sweat in an fully air conditioned room. Indeed I need the Lord seriously now. I got scolded by one of my core member just now, which enlighten me a little. Maybe all these while I am too protected like a flower inside the greenhouse. I guess is the time for me to growth and leaving all those unnecesary stuff behind. God I need You more than ever before, speak to me and teach me how to love the uglies. Teach me how to accept people that is flaw like what I am flaw in your eyes. Give me strength Lord.

I found this lovely thingy on the web:

As you grow up, you will learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

I LoVe You GoD !

2009-11-14T08:38:00.001-08:00

I came back early after the service today. I felt that it is more closer to God when I put down my guitar, my pride and everything just to worship Him. I have a very strong touch that God let me see this evening during the CYC service. Pastor Jonathan talk about giving our heart back to God. This reminds me of the begining of this year 2009, God gave us a promise which is in Deutronomy 11:18 You will be having plenty of harvest, new crops, new wine and new oil. This is going to be fulfill when we our ownselves follow God's word, way, and kingdom. And when pastor preaching the second point is about dont let money take over you. When pastor giving his own testi about this, suddenly something punch my heart. I felt that God is talking to me, although that in my existing situation I didnt turn away from God because of money but all of a sudden i realize one thing.

Things that we owned today actually doesnt belongs to us from the original, I not mentioning money here, I'm mentioning friendship, family, serving, even relationship. We are sinnners and from the first place we have no authority and no right to claim to having all these things. I went out and answer the alter after the messsage, once again I feel that God is talking to me again. He bring me and look back into every part and parcel of the things I own now.
My Friendship, people doesnt need to be nice and kind with you, they don't know who you are. Eventhough they know that you're the guitarist of CYC but then still how, without God I wont be knowning so much of great and nice people around. I really thank God for that.
My Family, I really thank God that gave me such a perfect family, at least I didnt grown up in a single parents family or in a creppy house. God, thank you for doing all these things for me.
And many other things more, people doesnt pay to show a single care to you Robin Ooi. This pumped me alot when God spoke to me, is truth! People really didnt get a single dollar when they show a caring to me or hug me or give me a hand when I am next to them. I should be grateful and thankful for all these blessing.

God, thank you for putting so much of blessing in my life. I love you forever more, forgive me for not being satisfied all these while, I understand You have a great plan for me, I will put You in advance of everything today onwards.

Wonderful & Mighty

2009-11-04T23:07:00.000-08:00

Thank God finally I have some time to update about myself here.
At church office now, waiting to meet with xiao yan jie regarding the new structure in the team.

Well, to be honest is really having some rough days lately but yet I still putting my faith firm in God for whatever things I doing or facing. Over the past few weeks CYC had celebrate our first 5th anniversary. Looking at the LCD screen when it projecting photos and image of those days, there are heat generate from my heart. Although I dont have my own child yet, but the feeling is like the child had grown up a little bit and start to enter kindergarten. There is joy and there is also tears all the way from OCT 2004 to OCT 2009, life has been changed, wound has been healed. I do look forward for the next 5 years, I wonder where will we be that time? Stadium, perhaps. There will be another amazing 5 years ahead. AMEN!!

Meanwhile, my beloved leader aka dear big brother in Christ is awaiting to claim his father position this week. Abigail is coming out in a very soon period. Pray that God will be with he and yitming all the time.
Xiao yan jie here already, gonna head for the meeting now.
By the way...Christmas approaching.. I LOVE IT
See you guys. God bless

Lord you are simply wonderful and mighty.

BLESSED

2009-10-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

Blessed are the poor in spirit

For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn

For they will be comforted.

Blessed are the meek

For they will inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness

For they will be filled.

Blessed are the merciful

For they will be shown mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart

For they will see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers

For they will be called sons of God.

Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness

For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Mold Me

2009-10-05T11:43:00.000-07:00

Lord as from now i prefer to do things in your way
I understand all the consequences that i have to go through
No matter how hard i find it and how tough it is
I believe what i go through today will made me into a greater person tomorrow
Lord i continue to ask for your grace pour upon me
Forgive me for all the things that I neither involve nor touching in the past
Break me into thousands pieces
Restore and mold me in the way you wan me to be

The Seven Spiritual Wonders

2009-09-28T11:21:00.000-07:00

HOLINESS the most important among all, it comes first before any other stuff. The toughest one, you going to risk everything if you go against this.

TRUTH shows that you're in the light, and whenever there is a tiny spark of light, it cast darkness.

PRAISE & WORSHIP vibrantly lift up your physical body and get into the spiritual network.

PRAYER is the key to everything, body might anti it but you will be amaze when the prayer is being heard.

FAITH succeed your vision before any tangible action taken.

GRACE is the reason why we are still here viewing this article. Be grateful

GLORY doesnt created to apply on human, human doesnt deserve a tiny piece of it. Only God does.

Strongly Agree!

2009-09-07T12:35:00.000-07:00

CLOTHE ME

2009-08-01T09:31:00.001-07:00

Strengthen me for the rest of my day

Enlighthen me up with your word

Heal me with your presence

Speak tO me in every second

Guide me on the right path

Lead me to the promise Land

Show me how to stay with you when I weak

CLOTHE ME IN YOUR PRESENCE LORD

DRAW ME NEAR TO YOU

HappY DAY

2009-07-24T10:29:00.001-07:00

Days have not been bad so far, everything work out quite smooth and things going well, started to get use of the new structure which is definately a good thing for me and of course for everyone. And to others co-mate out there, i believe with the love of Jesus, nothing to be afraid of. What i have been experience lately is that, if you yourself want to receive a whole new divine of intimacy with God, all you need to do is stand up and step one step forward into the Kingdom of God. Lately, though there are lots of things in my to do list but this is my first time i felt that i got the enthusiasm to carry out everything with a joyful and graceful heart. I thank God that never gave up on me, especially when i going down a slope and during my failure. What i have been experiencing from God lately is really awesome man!! I continue pray that all my members will still keep the passionate heart for Jesus and remember only the LOVE of Jesus that will keep you going and everyday is a O! happy day!!! Happy day! God Bless !

LOVE YOU GUYS
ROBIN

Gift FrOm GoD

2009-07-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

11th JULY 2009 wat a tiring day but yet, a day full of blessing. Once again COngraz and may the Lord have all the blessing upon the new married couple, CK and YenPing. A wonderful and perfect marriage is a gift from God, I believe that everyone withness God's promises on both of them, what a beautiful and magnificant moment in this afternoon, everytime whenever someone from CYC get married, everyone celebrate like their own brother and sister's wedding, I believe this is the spirit of unity and God's family. A wonderful day full with God's blessing, so who's next? Richard on SEPt!!

Ecclesiastes 4:9
Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work. If one falls down, his partner can help him up.

MAY SOMEONE BE BLESSED TODAY!

2009-07-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

Been a while since the last update, well.. life have not been bad all these while, in another word i should say during the past 2 months, I've been receiving, witness, and experience God's presence ultimately, there are no word i can describe this feeling. Though there are some times are quite discouraging and got some hard feelings. I saw people repent and put themselves back to track, however there are also some that disappear or missing in action lately, what can we do? Just to pray that we are not the last christian in their life. For people that are accusing and insulting CYC out there, my heart do felt pain for them and we would like to apologize to you guys that we dont have the ultimate love to love you guys, I don't really wanna bring this issue up here but all I can say to them is enjoy yourself out there and when your age grows old I pray that your heart will still turn back to Jesus. God bless you guys and please stop those childish behaviour.

Lets talk about the good stuff God had blessed us. The latest update from God to CYC is all about CIRCUMCISION, of course la not physically but spiritually. Last sun, our leader announce that this week onwards there will be no zone title, [eg: one heart, one voice, one mind, one move] Dont know why, I felt like i am ready for this to happen recently, just dont know why i felt that. Though there are some hard feelings from the outside,but deep bottom of my heart i praise the Lord that after this change God is gonna bring us to another era, from 60 CG to 6000 CG perhaps. God's grace cannot be measure and counted in account. Well, being one of the 'old' but yet the young one since CYC started ONE HEART started, we pray and learn and built together from 3 CG 4 years ago and now we have 30 CG among us. Look back is like time flies really fast and instant, the first CG [that time was in form 4-5 CG] is like yesterday. Anyway, to give out this 30 CG in order to exchange 300 CG or 3000 CG, nah! MAN!! worth lah!! Deeply inside my heart i strongly believe that in no time from now God is gonna bring us to a whole new level. AMEN!!

Lastly, Pastor Philip will be coming back on August to pastor us, I'm sure that God is going to bless us more and more in the coming days. I urge everyone to continue stay with us, not to stay with CYC but stay close and stick close with God. AMEN.

LOVE YOU GUYS
ROBIN OOI

THOUSANDS & THOUSANDS WILL COME!

2009-06-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

Finally here it comes, aganza of the whole KL, Awakening For Jesus-Malaysia 2009, deep in the bottom of my heart is full with joy, tears starting to fall. I am sure that this time one shot there will be thousands will be saved. We might not be the gifted ones, but no doubt we are the one who are willing to sacrifice for His kingdom. We might sound crazy or insane, no deny. We are! I believe that God is going to sweep through all over KL, whole city is going to turn to Jesus. Yes! Whole city i mean WHOLE! Revival is going come to past, we are going to see the micracles, wonders about the tremendous work of Holy Spirit among us. As i said this is going to be big and GREAT!! It might be a turning point for some of you, so stay close and stick around, dont ever go by your own! We are all in this together. Brother and Sister get ready for this. It is going to be great!! I see you guys around..Will update after the conference. GBU!

SuPpORT YA TOU !!!

2009-06-04T11:33:00.000-07:00

Support YATOU

6th JUNE 2009

8pm

8TV

*or 8pm Stadium Negara [ticket upon request from me]

GOD YOU'RE INSANE!

2009-05-18T11:25:00.000-07:00

Vanness was on his feet, all the time Ps.Jaeson Ma preaching

Thousands and thousands got saved

Asia for Jesus@Surabaya

FGACYC@Mawar Sharon Church, Surabaya

Just back from Surabaya Asia For Jesus

Everyone from the trip receives a vision

Stories and testimonies of Jesus will be spread

Urge everyone view this join our army

Save KL, Msia and Asia for JesuS!

Thousands thousands got saved, all the things i can say is God you is awesome and no others can compare with YOU ! We are gonna see this in Msia soon, yes! MALAYSIA..no doubt!

God, you know what? you're insane...

TAGGED BY WIRELESS "MIC"

2009-05-18T11:11:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ? Ears..
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ? aww..God is awesome
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ? yezi gua, @surabaya
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ? yea, im flaw in the eyes of God
5. Will you ever donate blood ? yEA..i Love it
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ? Yea
7. Do you want someone to be dead ? Yea, the devil.
8. What does your last text message say ? H6-CG-6 member, total attend fri cg - 2 (0 new fren), sat CYC.......
9. What are you thinking right now ? ppl that have not been save in Msia
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ? No..cause im with Him now
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?0330am
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ? someone gave it to me..
13. Is someone on your mind right now ? Yea, thousands thousands of souls
14. Who was the last person who text you ? DIGI [you have 3 missed call from 016-XXXXXXX]

OFF TO SURABAYA,INDONESIA!

2009-05-11T12:17:00.000-07:00

相遇

2009-04-27T11:21:00.000-07:00

*photograph and words by SHIYI

[http://random-shishisblog.blogspot.com/2009/03/photography-final-project.html]

OMG!! it is officially spiderweb-ed !!

2009-04-25T11:51:00.000-07:00

HavinG HArdcore exam at the moment
there are nights that i wanted to hantam my head to the wall and crying for people to whack me to death!!
no choice lah, aiming for 3 HD this semester hence there are many things need to sacrifice one lor...gambateh!!

p/s: i will be back soon to clean the web up! ciaoz..

Those Rainy Days

2009-03-26T11:04:00.000-07:00

星期一热到可以煎蛋的天气
心情处在放空的状态，窝在冷气房里的我都显得有点的烦躁，无无聊聊过了这一天的假期。

星期二阴阴沉沉的花泽类
清早7点雨倾盆的下着，拖着一百万个不愿意起床的心情上课去，雨停了但天空没有试图展出过一丝的灿烂，阴阴沉沉的天气也刚好衬托了处在半睡眠状态的我，如果再加上几分的忧郁和少许的惆怅我想可以变成KL版的花泽类，下午还去了跑步！

星期三怪兽大雨
早上的心情不错因为今天课只有半天，一直到吃了午餐回家睡觉天空还是顶着个大太阳，睡到一半时刮起了强风和离奇的大雨，喜欢雨天的我接下来半天都过得不错，经过雨水洗礼过的城市显得格外落寞，傍晚小弟也带着失了魂魄的心去了工作，收工后又拖着疲惫的身躯去了教会，然后回家到半夜才睡。

星期四做报告时下的失魂雨
又是上课的早上，上半天在学校过得蛮自在的，中午回到家还连赶完我下星期的报告，今天还算蛮有效率的，终于完成了，做报告的同时又下了场的大雨，打散了我本来想去跑步的心情，算了去睡觉，难怪凌晨三点钟还睡不着。

星期五天气预测：阴天
心情预告：呆滞的一天？

一旦爱情介入了有些人就不像人咯~

2009-03-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

我想今晚又会是个漫长的夜晚
只因下午歇了少许就会搞得我有点的不平衡
伤风感冒好了许多但声音还是粗粗的有点不是滋味
但还是得谢谢一班关心我的朋友，你们热心的关怀，有感动到哦！

最近生活过的还蛮充实的比起之前放长假来得一百倍的有意义
生活都绕着上课小组练团服侍打转
时间上忙的不可开交之余还有些时间去庆祝生日跑步电影吃好吃的
说真的如果不是今晚睡不着的话我也不晓得何时才会更新文章
百忙之余能够停下来看看表达些心里的感觉原来还真的不错

最近都在下雨，有时凌晨就开始下了，一个下就是十几个小时
阴阴凉凉的天气很舒服叻
但有时太阳出来就晒到无可救药，伤脑筋啊
现在的我上课都有在听书了，未免从犯错误今年必须发奋把学业搞好
至少不会对不起自己

那天驾车去上课时突然觉得怎么就近几个月好像身边的朋友都少碰面联络
恋爱的恋爱了拍拖的拍拖了，老实说没有几个好朋友还维持着单身状态
一旦爱情介入了有些人就不像人咯，是否有过这样的感觉
当你想和别人分享一些美食或好看的电影时但却又找不到kaki的那种滋味
真的很不是滋味我告诉你们
到底会否开花结果就祝福他们咯，没法啦！怪自己单身咯！

本来想写些感性点的文章但还是算了~
没有题材有了题材又不一定写得好写得好又多一份无畏的猜测
不如写些保险的题材如这篇，不错吧！
很喜欢这样的主题 [无讽刺含义]

HaRRr Ciuuu!!

2009-03-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

arrhhh cIuuuu

DAMN!

2009-03-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

dozEn DozEn of MAssIVe Task tO ACCOMPLISH

hunDreds HuNdreds oF prOBLemS to SOLVE

ThoUsanD thOusanD NeeDs tO MEET

miLLioNs MiLLioNS oF HeaRts tO RESTORE

aND oNE DeSirE tO FULFILL

wE SiNg, We JuMp, wE FoOL tHiNGs !

2009-03-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

In ThoSe Days

We SiNg
wE JuMp
We FoOL thInGs

iN nOwdAYs

i MissEd ThoSE DaYs

遇见。

2009-03-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

明早去营会跟大伙儿会合了
再一次让我们遇见你！

baCk On MoNday EveNing~ taa taa!!

大。喜。事

2009-03-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

一个礼拜就这样过去了
兴奋沮丧紧张的交杂心情
只有上帝了解吧
不舒服就慢慢适应咯
开心的就把握好咯

本周兴奋插曲：好朋友沾了些喜事，不知道为何我的心情如此的雀跃，好事嘛，大家一起分享！至于伤心的就不要提了，很快会没事的啦。。。

ACCESS DENIED

2009-02-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

CURRENTLY HAVE ENOUGH OF IT!
THANK YOU

SomEthiNg thAt mIght EnLiGhthen yoUR DaY

2009-02-24T21:16:00.000-08:00

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.)

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it !)

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!)

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig..)

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.)

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work)

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)

The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes.. Lucky pig! Can you imagine?)

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)

Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)

Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.)

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.(Hmmmmmm......)

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people. (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (Okay, so that would be a good thing)

A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. ( I know some people like that.)

Starfish have no brains (I know some people like that too.)

Polar bears are left-handed. (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer)

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (What about that pig??)

Isn't God's creatioN beAutiFuL~

TAGGED by MONEY LIEW

2009-02-23T09:14:00.002-08:00

1) The person who tagged you is: MONEY LIEW YAP KEE!!
2) Your relationship with him/her is: husband & wife [ngek ngek ngek]
3) Your first impression of him/her is: OMG, perempuan ni damn skinny.
4) The most memorable moments with her: i think is those days we study at the library from morning till evening
5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: God ah, i dont wan like robin! i wan pass my BS, but in the end she couldnt make it.
6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will: i think there's no more luxurios things in my life.
7) If he/she became yr lover, what should he/she improve at: gain some weight
8) If she becomes yr enemy, what would you do: declare a war and fight till the end
9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be: eaten up my food.
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: make her fat!! fat! fat!!
11) Your overall impression on him/her: $$$$$$$$$$$
13) The characteristic you love most about yourself: i guess is about guitar i think
14) The characteristic you hate most about yourself: i got hairy legs
15) The most ideal person you want too be is: Obama?
16) For people that care and like you, say something to them: Dont shy come and talk with me, im not that cool.
17) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you. 1-PuiSan 2-YiPing 3-JenYi 4-ZhengWei 5-MunSuet 6-YeQi 7-Florence 8-MIcheal 9-MunFatt 10-Joanne
18) Who is 6 having a relationship with: MUahahah[time to revenge]....someone dark dark de
19) Is 9 a male or female: - male le
20) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: -muahaha...definately
21) What is 2 studying at the moment: Fashion Design
22) When was the last time you had a chat with 3: ages ago? lolx
23) What kind of music does 8 like: -Any kinD coZ he's a musician
24) Does 1 have any siblings: one brother i think
25) Will you woo 3: no, boo!!
26) How about 7: double boo!!
27) Is 4 single: haha..dunno how to answer tim..ask him
28) What's the surname of 5: KinG KONG!!
29) What's the hobby of 5: Oi Oi
30) Do 5 and 9 get along well: - yEap!
31) Where is 2 studying at: Carven Ong
32) Say something casual about your eyes are big: Girls will hate me when i say so coz i hav a girl eyes
33) Have you tried developing feelings for 5: end of the earth also tak mau
34) Where does 9 live?: kuchai lama
35) What colours does 4 like: black
36) Are 5 and 1 good friends: Yah!! can become les partner d
37) Does 7 like 2: haha...yayayayayaya, like alot
38) How did u get to know 2: same church since 13 years old
39) Does 1 have any pets: yah!! she got few doggies
40) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world: yah!! she is!! when woman extinct.

TAGGED BY 法兰西

2009-02-22T04:59:00.000-08:00

1.我的大名: ROBIN
2.我的生日: 05-04-89
3.誰傳給你的: Florence
4.說出五個好朋友: shenghe, zw, qingfong, suhmun, yiping
5.生日想要得到什麼: 大餐
6.近期開心的是: 还有呼吸的能力
7.近期壓力的是：服事瓜
8.未來想做什麼阿: 妈妈说要做个有用的人
9.有沒有喜歡的人: 我想。。暂时没有吧
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎: 有酱的可能
11.跟誰出去最幸福: 几个狗肉朋友
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了: 没辙，让他们去解决吧
13.跟情人出去最想去哪: 去哪都好，不要太热就好
14.聖誕節想要做啥: 和朋友一起度过
15.最想要跟誰過聖誕節: 暂时还是朋友吧
16.有沒有起床氣: 有
17.有幾個兄弟姊妹: 两个
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的): 梁静茹[美丽人生]
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的): 周杰伦[浪漫手机]
20.喜歡什麼顏色: 红，列红
21.上廁所會不會先沖水: 会
22.愛不愛我: 爱啊，男男女女我都爱
23.喜歡男生還是女生: 两性都喜欢但不代表我断背
24.頭髮有幾根: 有很多个零吧
25.吃跟睡哪個重要: 可以不睡，但不可以不吃
26.初吻在何時: 高中
27.身高多高: 168
28.遇到好兄弟(飄飄)妳跟他說的第一句是: ....eeeee...bah!!!!
29.有沒有一見鍾情的經驗: 有吧
30.有沒有性幻想的對象: 没了
31.跟被你點名的人說一句話: 几时唱k啊？
32.跟你最好的北鼻說句話: 不说了，吻下去了
33.最愛哪個節目: prison break
34.你會重色輕友嗎: 看情况[evil]
35.喜歡怎樣穿著的女生：识场面懂大器得体的女生
36.最愛北鼻做什麼事時最認真: 看着我时
38.你報台帳號多少: 什么？
39.平常假日最喜歡做什麼休閒活動: 睡觉,逛街,电影
40.一天上幾次廁所: 很多叻
41.最想大聲說什麼: 啊！！！！！！！！！ish~
42.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所: 怕什么
43.上廁所會不會脫褲褲: 要不然叻
44.我是誰: 一个容易相处的人
45.誰很欠打: 你咯
46.現在很迷什麼: 迷有钱人
47.睡相很差: 不会
48.現在的時間: 0920pm
49.是否痛恨傳點卷給你的人: 会！！后悔极了
50.體重多少: 68-70KG
51.今天天氣: 雨天
52.你懷孕了嗎: 有这个必要吗？
53.你重樂透最想做什麼: 投资让利滚利，然后退休
54.你覺得女生會化妝重要嗎: 很重要
55.男生跟女生到底有沒有純友誼: 当然有，如果双方都没有心机的话
56.愛情的定義應該是什麼: 快乐，轻松，坦诚
57.人類是不是愚蠢的生物: 不会
58.如果有人要跟你一夜情：好啊，纯聊天的那种
59.跟你的前女.男友說一句話: 谢谢你让我更了解我要的是什么
60.晚上睡覺會不會夢到你曾最愛的她.他: 有叻
61.你有個很愛的人你該如何開口跟她他複合: 算了啦，结婚时记得派喜帖给我就好了
62.如果明天就世界末日你會: 开香槟庆祝，因为明天上天堂了
63.如果距離很遠的朋友要如何聯絡: 心电感应
64:現在是否幸福: 还好罢了
65:另一半劈腿你還會原諒她嗎: 你觉得有上商量的余地吗
66.你.妳會選擇一個愛你的人或你.妳愛的人: 爱我的吧，本人这方面蛮被动的
67.你依然相信有真愛的存在嗎：我相信
68.最爱的饮料：各式各样的饮料
69.如果现在让你遇到你爱且爱你的人，你会开始一段感情吗？：不会吧，不想那么快被约束~

恋爱课程。磨刃篇

2009-02-18T05:55:00.001-08:00

一半以上在谈恋爱的人都对自己的另一半存着不满
当然这一切都在抛开那些所谓的热恋期冷战期后定夺的
到底是因为恋爱久了看清对方的真面目了
又或者是隔壁老王卖的瓜特别香特别大
情竇初开时靠着感觉来经营固然没错
但爱情麻木了盛开的花朵不再如此灿烂
那是否奠定了一段恋爱即将告吹了呢？

感觉过了是必然的吧
当中的秘诀是只在乎过后你怎样维持咯
如果你开始觉得对方显得罗索
又或者是对方往往都表现不出你心里的量器
我想大部分的现象就会是开始转向争吵到分开
那到底是否意味着每段感情会随着感觉的结束而终结
那你岂不是很难找到你的终身伴侣与你分享下半生

醒醒吧！感情绝对不是靠着感觉去经营的
如果是的话那问问那些街上的老夫老妻
他们的答案绝对会是感觉早在生玩第一个孩子后结束咯
每一段真挚的感情都会有他们一定的模式去经营
可能现在你手中的不是把刃剑
但只要用些耐性和毅力去磨相信它会是一巴锋刃的宝剑
当然啦不要把木头当剑来磨
浪费时间且不会有结果受苦的只有自己
所以还没有真正开始一段感情的仁兄请考虑清楚。三思

附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧，所以拜托不要传些有的没有的~ 感激万分！

KOH SAMUI, THAILAND

2009-02-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

KAP KUN KA, KOH SAMUI, THAILAND

CHAWENG STREET[MOST HAPPENING PLACE IN THE ISLAND]

THEY HAVE THIS ON THE STREET [HALAL??]

LILY OUTSIDE THE RESORT

HAVING THE FIRST LUNCH AT THE RESORT

PHOTO AT THE WATERFALL

ELEPHANT RIDE

6 YEARS OLD ELEPHANT

HAND CRAFTING BY SOUP

POSTCARDS [I GOT A BUNCH OF IT, ASK FROM ME]

RANDOM SHOOTING AT THE RESORT RESTAURANT

PHOTO AT THE SEASHORE

ROBIN WITH THE DICK, THEY NAMED IT THE GRANDFATHER STONE

SEA SCENE

THE GRANFATHER STONE..

RANDOM SHOOTING AT THE RESORT

RANDOM SHOOTS, THE RESORT

RESORT SWIMMING POOL, COOL HOR

STILL THE POOL

BYE BYE KOH SAMUI ~

P/S: overall review: hot bikinies on the street, nicewater, nice sun, hot weather, nice people, specially the thai, a good place to visit.

冷清清の夜晚

2009-02-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

了解到了盛况过后的空虚

感受到了巅峰过后的寂静

领悟到了潮起过后的潮落

原来人在极力达成之前所追求的目标后是这样的感觉

事过境迁憧憬着盛况里的忘我欢乐

潮起的那种澎湃

当下那种雀跃自在的心情

现在回想起不禁肚子饿了 XD

今天下午应该吃多些~ aih!

咚呛 !!

2009-01-23T02:06:00.000-08:00

咚咚咚~ 呛!! 咚咚咚~ 呛!!

新春快乐 man!

yoyoyo!!

‘避雷得’生日快乐~ 马同学！！

2009-01-15T03:26:00.000-08:00

接受事实吧
已经二字辈了前辈
礼物暂且没有
祝福请笑纳哦！ [要真的笑]
让我带你回忆一下下过去！［照片据年龄顺排］

中三有吧？

哪位啊？

毕业礼，不然学长是不可能带相机去上课的

毕业旅行吗？去哪？

SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST !

DAh dah!! [CLAP,+APPLAUSE+STREAM SHOUT]

WHAT??!! dont look at me, im not the one who edit this creature!

同学对不起

我迟到了

我一直以为是16号

送上衷心的祝福生日快乐！

温度。记

2009-01-14T11:59:00.000-08:00

突然间发现一路以来被逼着做的东西里竟然有了温度
究竟是什么让冰封许久的水银升华呢
含辛茹苦昼夜烦虑的这段日子实在不容易
这天终于让我看见了那一缕曙光的蔓延
温度在房间里升温了喧嚷声也渐渐的大了
我珍惜你们 HearT 6 ~

反过来你喜欢的事物未必是完美的
喜欢东西的深渊里也会有集冰迹象
在乎你是否愿意去发掘及把冰给粉碎
毁坏的沙雕能够重新盖吗？
只在乎你是否还把沙雕盖在涨潮处

不可思议。这次办到了!

2009-01-13T10:38:00.000-08:00

幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : ah Bin, Bin Mui, beaN, ah OOi ! OoI ! OnG??
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 05 APR 1989
04 星座 : ARIES
05 兴趣 : Movies, any kind of leisure
06 专长 : Guitar?

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : [knew that you will ask this] Ya la ya la! I'm in a crush~shh
02 是否在交往? : Nope, Still SINGLE
03 现在幸福吗? : Yes I AM and i mean it !
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : No need God give me the courage i also will do, confess in front many ppl. [which i think now still not the suitable time]
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : Run away quickly in front of her, get a bunch of roses come back kiss her lips to lips and tell her I LOVE YOU !

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: KONG MUN SUET
02 她是你的 : A hAywired Friend oF mine
03 她的个性? : haywire 24-7, straight and direct, she will emo when she needs attention.
04 认识她多久? : Quite some time, 5 years i think
05 你觉得她怎样? : Hyper craZy and always lupa diri which always enlighten my day
06 你想对她说什么 : Hope that we can be friends till the day i attend your wedding and bully your kids

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : PRISON BREAK [MICHEAL you're damn HOT]
02 最爱的音乐 : JAzz oF COurse
03 最爱的季节 : Autumn [specially the night of autumn in Paris or London]
04 最爱的卡通 :
05 最爱的人 : JeSus, Heart 6,
07 最爱的国家 : LonDon
08 最爱的天气 : Big FoG daY iN LoNdon

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:第一个愿望：Everyone that i love be safe and happy [trust me, i figure damn long about this wish]
第二个奢望 : a week holiday at some quiet island
第三个梦想 : Make a BiG forTunE
02 你是很专一的人吗 : SomEoNe juDge me please
03 最深刻的回忆? : Too many ad eh..
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : Yes I AM
05 你很爱微笑吗 : Honestly not really
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : No !! I LOVE IT in thiS way
07 妄想什么样的生活 : ExciTing anD unforgetable [which i can blow water with my grandson after 50 years]
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : 横刀夺爱叫他是去死啦!

I WANT TO TAG:
1. Tan Zheng Wei
2. Foo YiPing
3. Jasmine Teh
4. BryaNt Wong
5. Fei Bee

安徒生。童话故事

2009-01-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

他们住在森林的另一端

再也没有巫婆和坏公爵的存在

王子和公主从此过着幸福安逸的生活

童话故事往往虽着孩子理想化的意愿有着美满的结局

自小我们就被灌输巫婆没有好结局后母没有好下场的故事理念

渐渐长大后了解并不是所有的坏人都会有不好的下场

反而一些频用卑鄙手段的坏蛋在享受人生享受被人恭捧

老实说有的时候让孩子们面对些负面环境考验也不坏

与其老师家长的屡劝不如让他们去闯闯

越早让他们从童话故事里惊醒过来

就越早让他们学会在这个现实里社会立足

这里没有不努力就有吃到饱的午餐

这里遍地都是巫婆的坏心公爵

对不起安徒生；欢迎来到现实生活

小朋友们。一路好走啊！

附注：感觉上像是那些历尽风尘的老人在向着墙壁自言自语，有点很老的感觉，文章灵感来自 BEDTIMES STORIES，算吧，还是 PO 了！

累了。

2009-01-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

双眸像白痴般的放空

思绪却往全世界里打转

说是放了两三个礼拜的假

但为什么却反拙了呢

现在的我想抛下一切

到些热带的岛屿去度个长假

真的。累了。倦了

恋爱。人生。开始。结束

2008-12-30T22:33:00.000-08:00

恋爱是结束的开始固然没错

但想回去恋爱也是单身的结业礼

而恋爱的结束并不只纯粹的意味着一段感情的决裂

它的结束或许是婚礼进行曲的前奏

又或是回到华丽单身的序言

虽然一段恋爱的开始不能够奠定它的结果

但如果你没有付出或尝试的话

幸福婚姻是不会白白送上的

人生只能够活一次机会也可能只有这一次

遇到了对的人就要抓紧千万不要放手

人要为自己的理想去想

哪怕是失败至少三十年后你会庆幸

你曾经疯过那遥不可及的梦

世上最快乐的人不是拥有全世界的人

而是有着愿意与你分享全世界的人

有一段启迪人心的话时这样说的

当你出生时你一个人在哭而四周的人在笑

因此请活出你的生命

当你死的时候

围绕着你的人在哭而你便会欣慰的笑

相信我。相信你。相信爱

我的世界因你而完全

2008-12-27T11:10:00.000-08:00

天空呈现了靛紫色的朝霞

地上渐渐冒起了微微的橘黄色霓灯

你轻微的点缀

让这座城市显得格外迷艳动人

我的世界因你而绽放了无限异彩

也因有你而得到了完全

圣诞夜。下雨了

2008-12-24T10:48:00.000-08:00

圣诞夜把愿望袜子挂在床头
梦想就会实现
真的吗？
可是今晚下雨了
圣诞老公公你还会来吗？
有来没来都好
我相信愿望始终会达成
我希望全世界待我好的人都快快乐乐幸幸福福
尤其是曾经让我感动过的那些
有人说过有些感觉是你一生永远不会忘记的
感动的感觉是对的
谢谢你的奔波劳碌。要照顾身体
圣诞快乐！

心上人。圣诞节快乐

2008-12-22T10:33:00.000-08:00

人海中遇见了你

你教会了我要更加珍惜身边的人

我虽得不到我梦寐以求的

但却喜欢你撒发出的那股稚气与快乐

和你在一起的时间总是如此的非比寻常

说真的我每晚都在倒数着与你见面的时刻

越是接近越是心跳加速

再过不多时你又要走了

我知道强留也不能挽回些什么

但至少在这一次的平安夜里

让我有勇气说出我心里的那句话

很想很想告诉你“谢谢你”

谢谢你让我每一年都感受到温暖的滋味

而且一年比一年更加多的朋友一起去感受这个盛况

在接近尾声的一年里要谢谢的人实在很多

感动的泪水欢笑的泪水流了不少啦

可以的话很想每一个人都去拥抱

圣诞快乐

*看见了吗？巷子的末端有我牵着你的手[唯独有心人得见之]

那伟大的事

2008-12-09T09:00:00.002-08:00

说实在的真的不知如何描述过去四天斗转星移的发生
零距离的接触
沸腾的“安歌”群
将人类本能推向极端巅峰的严峻考验
一切都在微薄的空气层中度过了
欢笑流泪感叹埋怨困倦感动的声音
任时间如何蹉跎
都无法改变那450人的回忆
同样的
也无法改变那450人的全能上帝

你为我成就。那伟大的事
CrOssOVer 2008 ！

LeT iT bEgiN !!! CoME oN babY

2008-12-09T09:00:00.001-08:00

P/S: death or SurviVE ?!!???

行星坠落。平安苑

2008-12-03T08:07:00.000-08:00

长枪靴筒兵俑整军

马步待发

一声令下

攻进。平安苑！

我。爱。你

2008-11-25T10:29:00.000-08:00

我爱你

有那么难说出口吗？
应该说吗？
可以说吗？
适合现在说吗？
那对方愿意听吗？

尚未萌芽的豆豆应该为自己努力争取发芽的机会吗？
说了可能就连朋友也没得当了。。
不说的话我可以告诉你就连豆豆掉在土壤上的机会也没有。。

那该怎么样呢？
小鹿乱撞的心情
暗恋玩家比任何人都清楚吧
不妨建议，建议，coMmeNt CoMmeNt~

附注：文章作者是出于好奇心才发稿征求各方的独特见解及看法，发稿者在此声称立场中立，所以请各界资深情场老将在此留下一点笔墨！你的宝贵意见足以让许多暗恋玩家终结孤单。。

好想度蜜月哦！

2008-11-18T12:58:00.000-08:00

好想度蜜月哦！

好想去享受仅属于我们的空间度个小假

最好是秋冬参半的傍晚

走在满是秋叶的公园小道上

看着最后一片叶子剥落

盼着冬天第一颗雪花的到来

那天与天使恋爱的感觉

似乎还蛮遥远的

但偶尔想想发发梦也不错。。

抱抱。陌生人。抱抱

2008-11-13T08:22:00.000-08:00

人群涌流不断的街道旁

站着一位身型瘦弱的男生

远远瞄过去手上还握着张卡片

奇怪的是他每和一位路人沟通过后

就得到路人的一个熊拥

一些路人拥抱过后还红着眼眶离开

走了上去一问

原来男生是爱滋病患者

想得到一些陌生人的温暖

就举着“索拥”牌到街上索拥

有过伸展双臂将陌生人紧拥在胸怀里的感觉吗？

那微妙又温暖的体验

点头之交也好萍水相逢也好

你是否对你生命里的过路人来个拥抱

让这股力量在陌生的城市里轮回周旋着

也让冷漠的都市里可以有体温的传递

一颗心在一些紧要关头

是需要另一颗心的触碰来平服的

一个拥抱；意味着你对一个你爱的人的实际表现

一个拥抱；意味着你重燃了那盏快灭的灯火

一个拥抱；意味着你延续了他的梦

原来陌生人可以如此的靠近

世界可以如此的美丽

写着写着泪水随着画面中的那份感动掉了下来
如果可以我想给全世界一个拥抱
给在中国夭折的妈妈
给在南非挨饿的小妹妹

给在美国刚失去双亲的小弟弟

给在日本被子女嫌弃的老奶奶
给在读着这篇文章的你
“抱抱”

亲爱的。你感受到了吗？

附注：要抱抱的不妨留下CoMmeNt 我会回“抱”你～

18 禁

2008-11-07T09:42:00.001-08:00

今晚我。卦了

酒醒了
人也醒了
朝向梦想的旅程又迈进了一步
加油！

后记：起床后，发觉昨晚PO得有点尴尬~hehe~

附注：文章中大大描述了当时的情景，当中是为了文章效果，所以我并没有喝得死烂醉，而且小弟不鼓励喝酒！！

她。毕竟也是女生

2008-11-01T11:36:00.000-07:00

曾经有位男生对一位女生有了感觉
起初坠入爱河的原因就如平常人诸般类似
都是那些只垂别人外表的臭男人
渐渐地两人的性格也如外表般速配
一声雷公一拍就合
从简讯来电到第一次单独逛街看电影
小俩虽没有声明是男女朋友关系
但彼此已经暗中认了对方

美丽浪漫的童话故事往往都是恶梦的前景
接的案子多了工作也自然多了
同样的彼此相交的时间也缩短了
有时候一通电话十句话也谈不上就挂电了
要不然就是那些寒暄问暖的简讯
这时白雪公主的生命里出现了巫婆
苹果咬下去的杀那
童话梦灭了
这时毫无安全感的女生似乎对他放弃了

秋天最一片叶子散落了
冬天近了
这段期间来电断了就连简讯也不常回
终于在这段冰冷的过渡期
她开始尝试接受别人的接送别人的暖衣
毕竟她也是女生
她也需要一个可以依偎厚实的胸膛来度过这个漫长的寒冬。。。
人走了。梦也灭了
难道这就是女生对爱情的天性吗？
那我可以期望冬天不要来吗？

附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

掠取。梦想

2008-10-23T11:28:00.000-07:00

出发啦！
朝着还是未知数的明天迈进
搁下血泪汗水的缠绵
誓言要通过重重难关
掠取属于我们的冠军
捍卫属于我们的。梦想

附注: 去营会了！星期一回来！！

爱情。余温

2008-10-20T02:25:00.001-07:00

记得那天第一次握住你的感觉
搓揉着你嫩嫩的小手
嘴角还存有刚亲吻过的余温
双眸无规律地交接着
那股难掩青涩照单全打在你腼腆的脸蛋上

相信每个人都会有类似的经验
但不得否认每个人的第一次都会显得格外的紧张
那种到老年回味时嘴角还会扬起一丝微笑的感觉
衬托着的也只有你最清楚的遗憾
真心交往也好逢场作戏也罢
原谅我不得我说初恋过后
装载着的往往只有遗憾两字
遗憾的回忆提分手的记忆

为什么总觉得别人的男友
总比自己家里的那坨来得体贴细腻
为什么别人的女友
都分外的大方得体有魅力
难道隔壁老王卖的瓜都比较甜吗？
相信我好男好女是经爱情岁月酝酿出来的
过程中切忌数点彼此的付出
经营感情一旦开了清单
就得随时准备打烊结业了

欣慰你们今天的邂逅
也庆幸凡事都有位红颜与你并肩度过
疼惜你的爱侣
用心经营必修得共枕眠

附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

你期待过吗？

2008-10-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

喧哗的西餐厅
冰冷的夜晚
此时此刻眼前
两国元帅开了坛
世事变迁，人事变动
意味着更明朗的明天
哈哈？不知道。。
但很期待哦

附注：写这篇文章时，因为在聊天，所以十一分不用心的，突然，身后一股寒风吹来，单身汉有点孤独哦。。

这个。城市の爱？

2008-10-13T10:01:00.000-07:00

浅浅的爵士乐
淡淡的古龙水
七彩艳丽的霓虹灯
高楼横涌的都市夜晚
原本平静的夜
一切都被带过了
猛轰的电音舞曲
烟草酒精的宵夕
冷艳媚惑的女郎
潦倒不堪的糜烂风化
街上交头接耳的情侣
撩人目光的亲密动作
浓浓爱意在城市的每一个角落蔓延着
难道这就是所谓的都市爱情吗？

BoYFriEnD。VAcANCy

2008-10-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

刚与朋友们用完餐回来
看着街道上双双对对的情侣
有的简简单单牵着彼此的小手
一步一步地迈向幸福永恒的约定走去
但有的却很杀风景
狂妄像白痴般的缠绵
好像前世是梁祝似的
走起路来还一拐一拐的
怎样一起携手到最后呀？

虽然画面有点撩人
但不得否认本人心里莫名萌起了想谈恋爱的念头。。

附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

谢谢光临请再光顾

2008-10-06T11:53:00.000-07:00

最近读到了一则有关于部落格的报道
里头说谢部落格的弊多于利
有的人写部落格是因为一段日子没有更新
所以被迫掏心掏肺埋头地向部落格交功课
曾经有一段日子本人也是故此原因一味盲目地写
或许跟本人洁癖的习惯有关吧
只要对一样事情认真的话
我会把它处理得有条有理井然有序
有人说经营部落格的人会染上一个网路瘾
对着电脑一对就是几个小时
耗精费神
有人甚至会为了赶稿而牺牲睡眠

无可否认部落格的确为这个世代的人群
提供了一个写作的平台
人文趋向两性论谈潮流脉搏
键入都搜寻得到
每个博客对自己的部落格都有一定的定义
有的在此谈华谈草
有的却用心耕耘灌溉
不管座席上有无人捧场
博客的心还是炽热地燃烧着
而我呢就只要一天有人还愿意赏脸点阅
哪怕是没有回应
好文章还是会陆续送上
谢谢光临请再光顾！！

附注：人家说认真的男人很有魅力；那么认真经营部落格的男生也如此吗？

宴席上

2008-10-01T11:31:00.000-07:00

在一个宴席上
老板请了很多人来做客
有些是为公司立过无数功劳的经理
有的是每天迟到早退又没把工作做好的清洁工

开席前客人们都盯着桌上1956的上等红酒
僧多粥少1956只有一瓶
每位客人都想分得一羹
由于酒是招待员分的
所以稍微低辈分的都心里有数了

聪明的老板看见了灵机一动
就把1956和其他的红酒混和起来
自己亲自一杯杯倒给所有的客人
每人都分到同样的分量和味道

这时老板在宴席的一个小角落
发现了刚刚害公司损失几千万的小经理
他很自责觉得没有脸留在公司决定要辞职了
老板走到他的身边拍拍他的肩膀
从袋子里掏出一瓶新的1956
对他说：你把这瓶1956拿到隔壁桌和清洁工们一起享用
这时小经理对老板的举动感动的落了泪

为了更加显明故事的宗旨，我就列出来咯：
1：记得分酒的不是招待员而是老板，唯有老板是不看员工的等级来分酒的，他要分给哪条水就哪条水。

2：老板把1956递给小经理叫他拿过去和清洁工享用是因为老板知道唯有透过他才能够让那班工人了解老板的用心，同时要透过小经理去振奋他们要他们表现更好。

3：老板知道小经理遇到挫折时的困境，所以就举办了这次的宴席去激励他，同时透过他让那班工人觉得老板对他们有着同样的感激。

4：如果小经理辞职了，工人就一辈子觉得在公司不被看用，还有一辈子不会改进恶劣的工作表现。

亲爱的：“嫁给我，好吗”？

2008-10-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

最近读到了一篇文章

本人觉得满值得讨论的

是有关于“谈恋爱是否应该把结婚当做大前提?”

一个满争议性的课题

如果谈恋爱一定要结婚的话

那么开始了一段感情而彼此相处得不是很妥当

那么请问将来还有继续生活的余地吗？

如果谈恋爱而不打算结婚的话

那请问一下你的男女朋友

你是否在浪费着我的青春呢？

一直以来我们经历的雪月风华都是惘然的吗？

此时此刻给彼此的承诺也都只是空谈吗？

实在是太多争议了

故事1 ：

有个小女生从初中就开始谈恋爱

一谈就谈了六年

整个中学生涯的酸与甜都只和她的男友分享

分手后

她觉得男生根本就是在浪费她的时间青春

原本应该装载美好回忆的校园

变成了她心里永远无法掩盖的伤口

每当看着礼堂后方小角落时

就想起某年某月他对她说的那些私密话

仿佛是在伤口上撒盐巴

故事2：

有个刚步出社会工作的男生

好不容易找到了一份好的工作

打拼了两年

终于存到了些钱

他准备向他的女友求婚

结果得到了有如晴天霹雳的答复

“我觉得我还没有预备好，多些年吧，何况我不觉得婚姻适合我们俩”

这样的答复如利剑插进了男友的心坎上

久久无法痊愈

不同的故事；同样的课题

女同学恨该名男同学浪费她得青春

及夺走了她一生只有一次的校园生活

求婚的男友把自己的那段感情终点放在婚姻

但却得到了如此悲痛的答复

每个人每一方都有他的点

有的人抱着玩玩的心态

有的把结婚当作恋爱的大前提

从中必有一方利一方弊

与其在感情结束时伤害对方

倒不如在迈入一段恋情前三思后再三思

千万不要让一时满溢出来的爱冲昏了头

可能你会觉得我的思想有些老派

但到今时今日我还相信着

开始一段恋情就要走到终点走到彼此上天堂为止

今天牵的小手是你

以后牵的老手也是你

虽然有一点传统但我毕竟相信

唯有这样人生婚姻才算美满

所以开始一段感情并不是“PIECE OF CAKE” 的事

还是慢慢搜索探讨了解再深入了解才开始吧

暧昧期间的“男女朋友们”加油吧！搜索探讨了解再深入了解吧

亲爱的：“嫁给我，好吗”？

我答应你我会给你。。。

附注：小弟写这篇文章绝非对某某某人发声，暧昧男女不要胡思乱想！记得头脑要清晰，鲁莽行事者后果将不堪设想。。。

曾经太过年轻

2008-09-30T11:15:00.000-07:00

有些事情想做很久了。。
预备备，来咯！！

好青春啊！！

帅哥看这边！

我想唯一没什么变的是weijing[左者]

把肚腩收起来贝！

123 CHEESE !

俊男“美女”

小朋友，很晚啦，回家啦！

小姐小姐去哪呀？

无言。。。

那家的小孩呀？

长发飘逸

妈，你还认得我吗？妈。。。妈！

美女野兽！

曾经太过年轻。。

马六甲。游记

2008-09-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

九月二十九日零八年
一班CYC的年轻人兴致勃勃到马六甲一日游
地点：马六甲

出发啦！！

恭候我们多时的鹦鹉团

看到JUMBO吗？

好像GUINEA PIG的不明东东

闻名鸡粒饭

充满古色香的福建会馆

当年郑和下来西洋的茶道馆

ROBIN, MARK

别人拍戏的道具 [拍照时，剧组的人一直瞪着我]

好壮的一对公母牛

长颈鹿

人猿弟弟

鹦鹉，慧沁，robin，翠雯

robin, jenyi

CENDOL

巧遇的摄影队在拍戏

一些经典的花絮 [希望不会被动物协会起诉]

我要对你说： “我爱你”

2008-09-29T09:07:00.000-07:00

五岁的时候，我第一次对你说： “我爱你”
你问我：爱是什么？

十五岁的时候，我又在对你说： “我爱你”
你没有回答，只是脸发赤且低着头。

二十岁的时候，我又对你说： “我爱你”
这时你用双手紧搂着我的肩膀害怕我消失似的。

二十五岁的时候，我再次对你说： “我爱你”
你把预备好的早点端到我面前，然后轻吻了我的额头
还提醒我赶快些，快迟到了。

三十岁的时候，我对你说： “我爱你”
你一脸不耐烦地说，如果你爱我就趁早回来吧

四十岁的时候，我又再次对你说： “我爱你”
正在整理碗碟的你带些憔悴的口吻说，亲爱的，该你督促小孩温习了。

五十岁的时候，我对你说： “我爱你”
正在编织的你用几句笑声敷衍地回应了我。

六十岁的时候，我再次对你说： “我爱你”
你的嘴唇对我扬了一丝微笑

七十岁的时候，我又对你说了声： “我爱你”
当时我们牵着彼此的手坐在公园的石板椅上回味着五十年前给彼此的情信。

八十岁的时候，你颤抖着对我说了声： “我爱你”
顿时，泪珠溢满了我的眼眶
当天是我这辈子最开心既感动的一天
因为你对我说了声： “我爱你”

附注：千百万要珍惜身边你爱且爱你的人，因为他们是你人生的定义，他们是你爱的定义！

出口

2008-09-26T02:04:00.000-07:00

今天午后在机缘巧合之下
撞进了一位好友的部落格
[ *一个本人觉得值得推荐的部落格*]
http://exit1003.spaces.live.com/default.aspx?0aaed4f8
看着首页目录的主题‘出口’
脑海里顿时涌出了熟悉的旋律

你没答应过
是我自己太冲动
你没发现你的感觉已不同
你没有变是我自己分不清界限
忘了要多給你一些空间
当泪水汇成一条河
当爱失去平衡
离开会更快乐
天亮就不怕了

我开始明白这条路
是炼净的过程
学会了忍耐这个功课
沒想像中曲折
一定会有一个出口
最适合我们去走
不过是一時脆弱
就带着微笑经过
我开始明白要先放手
才摸得到天空
若我可以咬紧牙忍受
將來会更成熟
这世上一定有个人
在永恆之处等我
我会在终点与他相逢

附注：人常常在逆境时埋天怨人，但是否有想过放手让神去主宰，不是放弃；而是让你退一步去进取你所要的结果，相信我过程得到的往往会比结果来得丰盛！
困苦中的人，加油！！　

心情。故事

2008-09-24T23:08:00.000-07:00

所谓的心情故事是指一个人的成长与历练
故事的开头结尾可以很随性
起承转合却如此地铭心
沧海桑田可以删掉
涂鸦过的记忆却要蓄存
不求爱的难舍难分倾国倾城
只求在曲终人散后占你回忆里的一小部分
顾名思义就是用心情写故事啦! [喜欢酱的开头吗？哈哈]

背景是下着暴风聚雨的午后
顿时崛起了当年对她的回忆
故事开头结尾的感觉始终如一
每一次与她独处之时
真希望时间停顿凝固起来
能够让彼此有多一分一秒
去斟酌对方是否在用心经营
好景往往不长
每到清晨时分
迎来的鸟更鸡啼声
成为了回到现实世界的引子
从来没有给过对方一些承诺或誓言
彼此也没有在一起过
只因一旦开始了就必须对未来有打算
没有海誓的承诺
也没有奠定终生的约定
双方牟取的只不过是纯纯的爱恋
就好像蔷薇找到了一堵墙依偎
墙也借着蔷薇赢得路人抛来的媚眼
如果世界上还有那么一个纯纯的爱
那么我自私地想日后你嫁掉的人一定要是我
因为我希望在50年后的老迈岁月里
陪我逛街看电影的人是你
而我的左手旁边牵着的
还会是你那发抖粗糙的右手

*附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

一五零九。生日宝宝！

2008-09-14T10:22:00.000-07:00

今天没有璀璨夺目的烟火
也没有七彩艳丽的鲜花
送上的只有老朋友的一句嘘寒祝贺
请笑纳。。。

一个连上帝都捧腹大笑的男生~ 正伟

当初的懵懂少年渐渐长大了
一路上历经了不少的风霜吧
就当成是磨练吧
这一路走来正的要谢谢你
一个人在困难低落时候
总会特别记得每一个人的问候
而你的关怀从来不间断的出现
与你一起配搭的日子
算是我服事履历里
最值得回念的片断
每当回想起那些昔日的画面
嘴唇都会轻微地扬起一丝微笑
无可否认这段时间里
彼此成长了不少
相信你独当一面的日子指日可待
加油！生日快乐~

有着一个令旁人都惊讶万分的仆人~ 欣慧

阿呀表妹, 禁食第十六天咯
加油！加油！
答应你在满二十一天后
印象最深刻的应该是你的招牌笑声
Ho hO hO !!
还有你那个谦卑时常为别人着想
为别人付出
从不罗嗦不埋怨的心
其实并没有与你真正配搭过的经验
但我可以万分的确定
和你在一起的时候
是毫无束缚完全没有压力
表妹，加油吧！
欣赏你为别人付出的那颗心
一个仆人的心
一个领袖的心
HapPy BirtHdaY～

附注：有时候我是个不知如何表达自己感受的人，但谢谢你们的关怀鼓励迁就才朔成今天的我，
一起加油吧！就如昔日般单纯地为神国奋斗，送上最真挚的祝贺，HapPy BirtHdaY ^^

巴刹。游记之巧遇达人

2008-09-11T19:07:00.000-07:00

昨天整晚都没有睡
可恶的商业统计
清晨七点余
梳洗后带着少许的睡意
便和菜市龙头老大姐去扫荡

精彩花絮如下
p/s: 观众朋友请系好你的安全带！！

准备好了吗？

预备备！！

DANG DANG!!!!

姓名：黄依雯
外号：'肥的'
身高：不详
体重：不详
履历：最近几年频频出现在快乐花园，OUG，旧巴生路等一带巴刹
摆摊的老板不时会在她经过时赏她几根葱或鸡脚
每天清晨都会在各大菜市场见到她的踪影
声称‘买菜达人’
在巴生河流域一带更有着‘巴刹龙头大姐大’的著称

佩服！佩服！就连欧巴桑也甘拜下风。。。

大爆料！

2008-09-09T11:05:00.000-07:00

本人在此宣誓本章以下内容
均为真实以及事实之全部
并无虚言。。

Name: Ooi Choon Keat [Robin]
Sisters: None
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 9
Height : 170 cm [shortie]
Where do you live: PuChONg [my favorite spot]
Favourite drinks: Drinks not so sweet, not so sour, not so ordinary
Favourite breakfast: Anything, as long as i enjoy my sleep yesterday night, if not apa pun tak jadi

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean : Yes, my favorite
Fallen asleep at school : Of coz, if not i won't be repeating my units
Broken someone’s heart: i guess so [when the begger staring at me and i just walk away]
Fell off your chair : urm...dont think have kinda experience b4
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes, unfortunately someone didnt call
Saved e-mails: Why should i?
What is your room like : a small tiny little heaven of mine
What’s right beside you: Someone i love sleeping
What is the last thing you ate: Jelly mooncake by my mum [yummy^^]

Ever had chicken pox: Yes, kindergarten
Sore throat: Very frequent, specially after every concerts and camps
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: Nope, [but i have big nose]
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes, experiencing everyday [i do really believe]
Like picnics: No way, why cant i enjoy my meal in a restaurant
Who was the last person you danced with: haha...chi jooN, [funny guy*he grab my ass]
Last made you smile: Jesus
You last yelled at: Jesus [HALLELUYAH!!!!]
Today did you talk to someone you like: Definately, we talk everyday
Kissed anyone: Know you will ask this!! YES YES YESSSSss!!!!

Get sick: Often
Talk to an ex: Yes
Miss someone: Amen!
Best feeling in the world: spending time with my loved one
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes, a maltese
What’s under your bed: Memory
Who do you really hate: seriously, none
What time is it now: 0232am
Random: Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes, of course [plenty of 'a' person]
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: No! please No! tragedy
Do you smile often: Yes, specially when i nothing to do
Do you like your hand-writing: Not really, though i have a doctor gene inside me

Are your toe nails painted: Nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Any bed tat can make me felt comfortable, [i dont mind trying*sounds evil]
What color shirt are you wearing now: black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Movie
When did you cry last : Last month
Are you a friendly person: Definately! [if not i wont get tagged]
Do you have any pets: i use to have a hamster that looks like a panda [kinda cubby, fat]
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: somewhere in a corner outside the world
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Friendship
What do you think? : Wondering want to start my revision, exam on saturday
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Yes, often [*monitor]
What are you doing right now?: wondering why to Malay kid next door not sleeping *bising
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yeap

Can you handle the truth?: Sure
Are you too forgiving?: Yes i am.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: JesuS
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Anyone that have a smile on their face
Do you eat healthy?: Yes, sometimes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: hehe..nope*paiseh
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes, specially [*i love you from God]
If you’re having a bad day, who else you most likely to go to?: Someone we shared a lot
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: HAHA..yes!
Are you confident?: YES

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) Serving the Lord
(ii) Going school with school bus
(iii) Going school but not class*get wat i mean?
(iv) Spending time with a bunch of jerk*i do really enjoy it
(v) SMS and Phone Calls nvr stop b4

5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) Revision Business Statistic
(ii) Revision Basic Management Principle
(iii) ReaD Bible & Close to God
(iv) Eat something special
(v) Write something special

5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) Dannish Bread
(ii) McFlurry
(iii) Taiwan Fried Chicken Chop
(iv) Colded drink
(v) Minty Sweet

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) Buy my pastor a BMW
(ii) Buy CYC a land to build a big premise
(iii) Bring my CG outing to London
(iv) Build a warmy house
(v) Write myself a will, inherit all my fortune to my loved one

5 of my bad habits:
(i) Lazy [ENGLISH]
(ii) 懒惰 [CHINESE]
(iii) 한국어 [KOREAN]
(iv) Gu tara suru na [JAPANESE]
(v) Malas [BAHASA]

P/s：对不起部落格，请允许我这次用英文。

让我进入状况

2008-08-31T10:35:00.000-07:00

锤我，捏我，打我
请让我进入状况！
考试剩下不到五天的我还在得意地泡网
最没用是你啦
毕不到业看你靠什么吃饭

毕业固然重要
但毕业后会升价十倍吗？
这个课题值得费时讨论
讨论个屁啦。。
考试啦！！加油。。

乱世佳人

2008-08-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

故事发生在二战前夕的一个繁华小镇里
破旧的屋舍里住着一对新婚的夫妻
男人是靠写稿挣钱的
虽算不上是玉树临风但无论相或貌都满倜傥
女人是位名门的闺秀父亲是从商的
婚前败在她石榴裙下的公子不计其数
两人当初是在女方家长极力的反对下完婚的
但为着顾念女儿本身的幸福快乐
父亲也只好无奈地答应了这门亲事
婚后女人也靠着一些缝制来帮补家用
小两口生活虽然过的不是很富裕
但也算得是一天有三餐的温饱

1940年初日寇入侵大陆
国民政府命令所有的男丁投役
当时男人也被押去服役毫无搏鸡之力的他
平时对着的是笔墨纸砚
不用说拿枪就连套上军装也是个问题
虽知当时服役的人多但能安然无恙回来的只有几个
不是被炸断腿就是没有了一只手臂
女人也没辙
只好天天祈祷期盼夫君能够早日平安的归来
男人临走前含着泪对女人说了一句
"你一定要等，哪怕只剩下我的骸骨，我也会托人运回来陪你过完这一辈子"

日复一日年复一年
女人还是依旧每天早上到城门口等着夫君的归来
从清晨的第一道曙光开始到傍晚的最后一缕朝霞
从春季的第一枚绽放的梅花到冬季最后一朵雪花
黑发也盼到了银线
镇上的人认定她丈夫早已身亡战场
但她始终相信男人临走前的那一席话
同时也造就了她那孟姜女的比喻
成了一时的佳话。。。。

倘若今天出征的是你心爱的那个人，你又会不会像女人一样痴痴地等呢？
再多的风霜再长的雪雨，也都只是试炼与云烟
要相信守得云开见月明，真爱在这个世代还是存在的！

*附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，小弟声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小弟有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

爱的功课之爱家人篇

2008-08-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

一个懵懂不晓得人情世故的小孩
自小所犯过大大小小的错误
有些让你们生气有些让你们心疼了
多少次的不懂事多少次的不听话
你们肯定累坏了吧
我的不听教不听劝告
并不代表我不认错只是有时候脸皮厚了些

曾经我以为只要凡是靠着自己就能够为家里减少一份负担
可能是我与生俱来‘不爱打扰人，不爱被打扰’的性格有关吧
但原来事实不一定是如此
它可以是一些对家庭没有建设性的小问题
也可以是些无关紧要的琐碎皮毛
但最后我领悟到原来最终谁得付出不是关键
而过程才是重点
原来很多时候他们要的是你那一点点的小寒嘘
或少少的废言废语让家里热起来

其实一直以来我都为我的父母感到庆幸
因为在青少年的叛逆期里
我都是属于比较成熟及比其他同辈有思想的一类
功课及生命品格也不算的差
曾经以为这都是我自己的优点
但到今天我才察觉我今天能够如此健康成长
全都是因为我的家里具备了良好及正面的教导
比起其他家庭有破碎的人我可以说是幸福多了
到最后真正应该感到庆幸的人是我
因为有他们才有今天的我
是他们朔造了今天的我

曾经我以为这世界上有很多可以容纳我的地方
但发觉原来我家里那个窄小的小阁楼
是全世界让我最能够感觉到温暖及舒适的角落

送上一首熟悉的歌：
这是我的家，在那山脚下，门前有棵椰子树还有很多花
爸爸在工作，妈妈打理家，这是我的家，我爱我的家。。。

一双触摸年轻人的手

2008-08-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

台上肆意地绽放出舞动你我的旋律
心里也随着一起舞动摇摆既存着对他的无限感激
这里有属于你我他的完美回忆
每一次的亲密接触都是如此的真实
每一句话都牢固地打在我的心坎上
在你的怀抱里我得享属天的安息与喜乐
耶稣谢谢你那无条件的爱
我要继续在我生命里挥洒着你的荣耀的气息
还有heart 6 的小猪猪们
chernlin, joanne, alan, dennis, deborah
charlie, puisan, pooikee, june, jasmine, woon, CK
谢谢你们的包容接纳及鼓励
是你们成就了那天的胜利！！
记得要更加爱耶稣。。。

救命啊！！

2008-08-06T12:16:00.000-07:00

又悃又累。。
但睡不着
救命啊！
有没有一些助眠的方法？

十字架

2008-07-31T10:58:00.000-07:00

人海茫茫
寻寻觅觅究竟是为了什么？
追求的又是什么呢？
人生中有太多的事是无法掌握的
早日做决定吧
凡是都让神去解决
十字架里有最佳的解决方案
耶稣我相信神迹我更相信你
在我生命力的每一天
我发誓我要一天比一天更爱你
每一天都要经历你的大爱！

薰衣草。香

2008-07-19T10:47:00.000-07:00

淡淡的薰衣草香
弥漫地在空气中徘徊着
寻找着世上相爱的佳人
粉紫色意表着纯纯的爱
就像露珠般清新光澈
它那丝绸似的柔滑
加上那清清的薰衣香
让爱神都显得有几分醉意
轻叹着何时能够潇洒爱一回

*附注：为了避免一些无畏人的好奇或慰问，本人声称绝对没有感情的问题，过往一些文章都是小生有感的抒发，并不是本人对感情的焦虑烦忧。。。

单飞了~

2008-07-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

今天我断了一只翅膀
可是并不意味着我会放弃

虽然明天的路程会显得比较艰难
但我相信只要我还有翅膀的一天

靠着双倍的努力和坚持
我还是有机会翱翔在青空上

目睹朝霞灿烂的那一刻
我期待那一刻的到来

p/s: 我始终相信翅膀会有长出来的一天

道

2008-07-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

人生有如一条大道
有道光从路的尽头那端蔓延过来
路的尽头有个天梯能够通往天堂
一路上一座山接一条江
一个高墙接一个钢门
有人放弃有人坚续
有人欢喜有人愁
路人多但有通行证的人少

雨夜。深秋。孤灯。难眠

2008-06-30T10:47:00.001-07:00

好久没有更新文章
懒散或忙碌自己心里有数
过去的悲章哀节
说是说有感而发
但实在的如果没有这样的历练

平凡人是不会如此的感性的
相信我
诗是从感情当中酝酿出来的
历练不一定是发生在自己身上的
它可以是一首诗一首歌一句话一横词一个感觉

刮风了，又下起雨了
老天又在哭了

送上一首：　

夜雨敲窗不忍听，挑灯闲读牡丹亭。 　　

世间也有痴如我，岂独伤心是小青

　

2008年最期待的声音萧敬腾

2008-06-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

2008年最期待的声音萧敬腾　　　
李偲菘、李伟嵩、马玉芬、陈伟、曹格、F.I.R./阿沁、五月天/阿信、苏打绿/青峰、小宇、陈镇川、邬裕康华语乐坛重量级音乐人联手打造

【收藏】首张同名专辑里敬腾的第一波主打‘收藏’，是由李伟菘老师作曲，陈镇川老师作词。从极具生命力的声音开启整首歌及整张专辑，进入了全新的萧敬腾，英式摇滚的萧敬腾，内容传达萧敬腾从小到大，不论是开心还是悲伤，所有的心情故事都浓缩珍藏在词曲当中，让大家听了也能感受他的喜怒哀乐。　
　
【原谅我】同门师兄FIR的阿沁为萧敬腾精心打造的情歌。流畅的弦律线条带出副歌的（原谅我，原谅我不成熟），也是用萧敬腾的口吻去写出这种说不出口的情感，令人了解他沉默但却有丰富情感的一面，是一首非常好听，而且耐听的情歌。　
　
【王子的新衣】一首有爆炸力的美式抒情摇滚，其中直接写出他的想法，更可以看到在他沉默的外表有着另一种叛逆的个性；整首歌很有爆发力及渲染力。　　

【奋不顾身】由曹格作曲，直接的情感，动人的声线，副歌（我用我的生命爱你，不让尖锐的世界伤害你），写出奋不顾身爱一个人的情感。具有戏剧性效果的编曲，让听的人的情绪随着他的声音而上下起伏。

【疼爱】五月天阿信也为萧敬腾量身打造，一首中版的轻快歌曲，简单的弦律，轻快的节奏，舒服的声音，让人有种纾压的感觉。　　

【活着】新锐创作歌手小宇同学，也为萧敬腾写了一首传唱度高、渲染力十足的金属摇滚快歌，副歌部份如同情绪宣泄般的张力，展现出敬腾歌声的爆发力。歌词内容则是写给支持他的歌迷朋友们。　　

【多希望你在】这张专辑众多音乐人共同参与。这次更邀请到了苏打绿的吴青峰为敬腾写一首很好听的气质抒情悲歌，像诗一般的歌词，也为萧敬腾的声音带来优雅的气息，是值得一听再听的好歌；敬腾在这首歌里也尝试了运用假音唱法，更让人再认识了他声音的可塑性。

【我在哭】李偲菘老师为萧敬腾写了一首英式抒情歌，略为成熟的弦律意外地适合萧敬腾的声线，在一段一段的铺陈下，情绪也进入了他的领域。边听着这首歌，会边想要和他一起爱，一起哭。　
　
【Blues】陈伟老师也为萧敬腾打造了一首具速度感的摇滚快歌，是整张专辑中最快的一首歌，狂放的曲风，也让人见识到了萧敬腾唱快歌的功力。　　

【一辈子存在】这首是萧敬腾自己的创作，展现了他除了好歌喉之外的另一种创作才华。一首具有情感酝酿的抒情歌，让人除了认识他的声音更认识了他的内心世界，带有一点Gasple味道的副歌，深情而具深度的Vocal，足以打动无数人的心。
　　
【Bonus Track：海芋恋】这首也是萧敬腾的创作歌曲。中版而青春洋溢的弦律，呈现出来的也正是21岁的他的内心世界。外表看似沉稳冷静，其实私底下还是个活泼的大男孩。当初因为比赛而创作的海芋恋，早已在网路上流传许久，这一次在同名专辑里特别加入这首当作Bonus Track，让喜爱敬腾的歌迷们能够好好珍藏！